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Ivan Ko A.K.A Kotone fumiyo with full of dreams XD Can be very outgoing & talkative if ya know me well.


Myself
Astrological Sign: Leo Zodiac Year: Boar
Occupation: Teacher Location: Singapore

INTEREST
I love to design travel around the world!

FAVORITE MOVIES
Almost al movies except for those long-winded types.

FAVORITE MUSIC
I love to listen to ya english songs & some korea songs.

FAVORITE BOOKS
Don't really read books only "Romance of the three kingdoms".

Graduated from NAFA - Multimedia.

21 Guns – Green Day Music Code

FashionKisser (Mia's blogshop).

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Sophia.
Kin Nam.
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Dap.
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Shaun.
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私は幸せな一見を今見るか。 幸福は何実際にあったであるか。私によってがほしいすべてはちょうど簡単なロ...
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Unleashed the chain of mineRemove the curse of min...
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Friday, October 31, 2008
Wishes. 希望。

笨蛋。 笨蛋。 笨蛋。

我真的很愚蠢 :((

你是我唯一的愿望

你是我的唯一

没有人能可能接管你

最后希望,我想成为你的一切,各地,任何时刻。


Sunday, October 26, 2008
For the Naval Base! Version 2


Link for all competitions...



Saturday, October 25, 2008
Piano Lesson



Oh my oh my, i booked the piano lesson for every thursday at bugis XD
I'm so nervous cans...hmm, 1 small group with 2 more strangers. Paiseh leh what if, 2 little kids muahahaha =X Wo yao jia you jia jia you wor :P


Treats


Being really busy since last week, yesterday i received this treats from Mrs Leong hah. My favorite deserts "Chocolate". Woot! Hard work meant to be rewarded lols anyhow. I hope you guys do really like the good behaviors' award designed by me ya (:


After work i went home to put all my belonging, because i am going for hairdo at the new premium "Xpect Studios" um, my personal hairstylist Angeline heh heh. She is the boss of all Xpect studios cool rite? Wow i heard her business were doing quite well, more and more outlets. Only she knew my hair well, every time without fail she won't disappoint me with my natural curly hair Sianz lols. 

Reach the new premium Xpect studios at "Liang Court", this place seems like still under renovations. And i saw my "WoW" friends there kinda surprised o.0 Didn't know they were here well, even my Er jie bf "Sister" was there lols? Was like 7 pm  appointment, saw Angeline was extremely busy woah. So we decided to go for our dinner though, went down to eat japanese curry rice. Oiishi neh but kinda expensive for a curry rice for around 11 bucks. But it's worth it i guess... I realised lot's of japanese people down there. 

Went back to Xpect studios, ah finally our turn hmm. Wow i had the most comfortable hair-wash ever geez, the lady there used to wash for me since last year. So coincidence she always the one whom wash for me lol! Well, really awesome oh my god. She massaged for me really make me almost fall asleep. Funny thing was that, Jiafeng said why you wash your hair so long? I didn't realised was about 15 minutes or more o.0. Angeline laughed and laughed -.- Ha ha, i just dunno why my whole progress for haircut was around a hour plus. I'd remembered that i beach my hair took around 4 to 5 hours power not :P


Thursday, October 23, 2008
It happened again.






Wow, this is the first time...i dream the sweetest dream ever the second time! But this time round different version. Hmm, it's telling me something or maybe i'm too tired nowadays. Or perhaphs...

Being raining these few days, i love to look at the rain. But i always think that the heaven was sad after all lols. The breeze was so relaxing and at times walk in the rain was cool really :P I'm not taking any MTV hor hahahas. Well the busy days ended in school finally phew... Than i gonna start complaining that oh my god so free cans -.-". 

AND I DEMAND MORE ENTERTAINMENT 
GRRrrrr i wanna bite bite bite~!

 

Wednesday, October 22, 2008
2 goals to achieve!





What are the 2 goals huh?

1st i wanna try myself! What? It's physical yeah hehe... I wanna tried to eat as much as possible especially MORNING BREAKFAST. Just like this morning, Singaporean breakfast. Hmm 1 Fan Choi, 1 siew mai & 1 Cha Sao bao and horlicks...and this noon, vincent was shocking that asked me since when i ate so much lol! My lunch will be mixed rice and 2 fried bananas...Yummy! Gain weight first. Than train body yeah...hopefully.

2nd goal will be, i had decided to go for piano lesson hehe. JIAYOUS ivan ni xin de Yoshhh! I gonna change yosshh to Yata~!!! Very very soon hmm. I wanna play like everyone else, play my favorite songs. Life should know at least 1 musical instrument. 

Ivan Ni Yao Jiayous wor~!


Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Ivan ah ivan...




Don't give it come on...JIAYOUs~!!! 

Keep going forward!!!

Get better & better!!!

Nothing is impossbile!!!

How could be possible just give up so easy huh? I will give up unless i'm dead for sure~ Under my dead body!

There's no REASON for me to give up or quit. The answer is N E V E R !

< 只有神僊知道 >

< 不要根本放弃 > 


Sunday, October 19, 2008
Truth of life.




Well, i always wanna share with everyone! this truth. Everyone doesn't realised it before it's too late for everything. Well life is short...Do whatever you cans before it's too late, hence of cos do everything in good ways ya? There's is always karma or retributions every time we did some sins perhaps how do i say that? Something unpleasant or bad deeds hmm? 

Like a example, there's a rich young girl just 17 or 18 years old driving her new ferarri. Guess what? Her first and the last journey of her life, car crash and died...

Everyone don't wanna die with your dreams come true ya? Most important we must, treasure what we had all the time ya (: 

I can be very serious in time, just wanna share with everyone! It's never too late, go for it! Go with our hearts!

Fin~

Wow, your magic words cured me. But i'm strong! Arigatos silly ram ;)

Saturday, October 18, 2008
Sat





Pictures taken in "Da Yi" house, wow what a huge guard dog called "Carols".







Xin Ku Wo le...




The most busy day in school, like a busy bumper bee...

Early in the morning, went to lap and await for the lower sec students for the subject choices. I waited an waited..Still no sight any student, went down to staff room. Look for the form teacher for the individual class. Well, saw the class and form teacher at the foyer. They went out for school, some was like attached here and there. o_O There's is always some c**k up here and there as usual, well worry not! Ivan the thinker is here hah. First of all i decided to wrote a note "Subject choices proceed to lap 4" and paste it lap 2. Gather all my resources and dash up lap 4, to finish up my "template for the parents". Okay time for survey get rolling... As Usual no sight of anyone, i don't wanna wait this time round. I dash to the classroom and saw the sec 2 ex class. Just nice! Gather everyone to lap 4, wow i realised this class quite a lot of international students. Yet, guai guai eh. Line up outside and go together as a class well done. Hope i could teach them ICT next year for this class hah! After 1 classes, all sec 2 started to entered class by class. 

Woah, went down staff room. New work to be done...It's lunch time hey, rush the design within 15 mins. End up some editing for later on. 

Went for lunch...

Half way through back after lunch, "Michael Jackson" called. Wow how could it possbile that he had my number lol! So i hurry back to look for him. New job! Oh boy~ gimme a break will ya. Dash to staff room with a huge question mark on top my head, think and think how to huh? I tried alot of ways, finally create something out for the later events. 5 plus well, i'm supposed knock off work instead. Well i stay for later events, show micheal jackson here and there. And i smoke him hahaha, no choice ya. I really can't do what he really wants so last min =/ End up, he told me "GOOD". XD Where got not funny...That "Yong shen" also leh, since when i so buddy with him. o_0 Anyhows hand his hand around my shoulder, that's gay heh joking. Oh ya i remember that micheal jackson told me to funny task, he asked me to asked the person whom control the computer to pass him his magic wand. I was like DIAO~ He supposed to point at the screen then the video appeared, i was like laughing throughout. That wand was like those Pasam Malam toy leh... Wonder he played at home :P
i told "Don" & "Bernie" they were like =.=" lui han liao. Cannot stop laughing hah!

Finally my task for the evening was a video man. Sugoi na! I learnt that at "Nafa" days, was fun anyways. Didn't really know i had the chances to touch those equipments. Oh here is the crappy pics of me. After the events, a lot of peps told me "GOOD JOB". 



Stand there 1 hour kaes, leg sour hand sour...And yet i didn't eat my dinner yet. Xin Ku wo le. After the events, chiong ah! Went to "Terrance" house and wait for him to get changed and accompany me for dinner, Xie xie ni terrance! You really awesome~! At first, i told hm it's okay i can eat alone. Used to it anyways...He insisted to accompany me. Oh boy! Terrance STEADY LAH!!! We always crap about this. He gonna leave Nbss soon, sob sob. I gonna miss you Mr Steady...I wanna leave too! ): A lot of staff thought, i leaving too. They were quite shocking but i not leaving yet geez. Well, Terrance and I went to mac for late dinner. After that went home finally smelly,sticky & exhausted.

BATHE yeah~! I love the water splashing, i was standing at the shower for 15 mins. Love it
very relaxing hehe...That's all for yesterday.

Thursday, October 16, 2008
Sweetest dreams ever.



Being quite some time, i had such a sweet dream. I knew it was a dream but i insisted to leave the dream-world. I wish i could possible to remain the dream forever...

~꿈~

Tuesday, October 14, 2008




Why can't people move on huh? History repeated again and again, this all you wants all the time?

 

I'm so disappointed, if that your choices. So be it! I not gonna bother about you ever again. I just simply don't bare to see ya suffering again and again, while i looked into your eyes I could see the pain. Why are you torturing yourself for? Had you realised i'd always turn back and looked at you. I and tried my very best to cheer you up all the time.

 

When you need me, i will be there no matter what no? All i have from you just a substitute. I'm really a fool to fall for it. I'm really so tiring for being so kind to you. I want to help you but i really can't do anything much. Sigh because you are not giving me the chance to help you…



Monday, October 13, 2008
Vexed~! OMG~!




I just simply love the smell lah~!!!

WHY? WHY? WHY?


一日一日と、私はあなたについて考え続ける。 日私の心にその後常にある。 私を、私実際に悲しかった拒絶した。 私の中心は部分にちょうど粉砕した。 私はまだ、私どうしても理解しないなぜ好むか。 私は全然あきらめることができない。

The feeling never before ever in my life...

私は愛する。 
私は私が溺愛したいと思う 
あなたを世話したいと思う。
私は幸福ほしいと思う。

The true meaning...




When my sadness is thin like a withered flower
Unable to fall asleep because of these tangled years
I cling to the rough sigh
That would gnaw deeply into my heart

If I collected tears of a thousand years
Would it be enough to show my heart
At the end of the sky where the sunset glow has left
Today, I linger on again

As the frail sunshine of early dawn
Is woken up by last night's dream
My gloomy dreams of yesterday
Disappear into the legend

If I collected wishes of a thousand years
Would it be enough to show my heart
At the end of the field where the sunshine has left
Today, I linger on again

As the lone wandering low wind
Loses it's way, breathing heavily,
I ease my sorrow in this world
With the raindrops of noon

If I collected love of a thousand years
Would it be enough to show my heart
At the end of the sky where the moonlight is sleeping
Today, I linger on again

If I collected longings of a thousand years
Would it be enough to show my heart
At the end of the field where the rising sun is shining
Today, I linger on again...

It's is a kinda sad korea drama show that the main lead would never had the chance to be with his woman she loved, even after 1000 years later.

Sunday, October 12, 2008
Agony





I'm sorry really no mood for blogging nowadays...

I'm so tired of everything...
I'm so tired of losing...
I'm so tired of waiting...
I'm so tired of lonely...




Saturday, October 11, 2008


Suppose that I missed you 
Suppose that I care 
And suppose that spent all my nights running scared 
And suppose, that I was never there 

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you 
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through 
And I can't hold on to you 
So I guess I'll be lonely too 

Suppose we were happy, suppose it was true 
And suppose there were cold nights but we somehow made it through 
And suppose that I'm nothing without you 

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you 
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through 
And I can't hold on to you 
So I guess I'll be lonely too 

Slow way down 
This break downs eating me alive 
And I'm tired 
This fire's fighting to survive 

Tell me a secret (I want it) 
Tell me a story (I need it) 
I'll listen intentively 
I'll stay awake all night 
All i need is a whisper (So don't leave) 
There's nothing left in me (Please help me) 
Not even my body is strong enough to fight (Let's make this right) 
Please help me make this right 

Suppose that I was wrong 
Suppose you were here 
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears 
And suppose this fight just disappeared 

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you 
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through 
And I can't hold on to you 
So I guess I'll be lonely too 
But I'd rather be here with you 

Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Forever "Suay" ):




I hate ulcer alot argh. Spoil mood and everything, makes my lips awful dry too. ):
Wednesday always a crappy day for me...

After work i went to outram to meet my mum, ah ma, er jie & his bf and my jie fu and my da jie...for dinner. Reach mrt, i saw the route was like oh my. Luckily i had my LG mobile phone with me to accompany ya all the way to outram. Well i got there and best thing was i not really sure where the hell is that multi storey market at. Dash here and there like an idiot, so i decided to ask a lady about the directions. And i found out i'm in the wrong path great! I was like walking at the chinatown area. Got 1 of an idiot uncle kept peeping at girls and was smoking walk infront of me and was like blocking my way. Hey hello uncle, you wanna peep just stand aside and peep alright. I don't wanna smell your 2nd hand smoke. I HATE SMOKERS...GO DIE ALONE & DON"T KILL OTHERS THANK YOU!

I'm so pissed off, called my da jie and asked for directions again. And finally reached the place...Was like sweating all the way. After that i decided to eat alot! When i'm moody, I ate long queue chicken rice,4 Quei qwey don't really know how to spell, Tau hui & lastly jia jia liang cha. I'm really heaty nowadays.


Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Uneasy day...




Oh my, i'm feeling very uneasy at this timing? Something happen? I hope nothing goes wrong =/


Simply i think korean song owner still better...




Monday, October 6, 2008
A new week.


It's monday yet again, work work work. Tee heh i realized there's always viewers in my blog. Arigato XD 

Geez, being almost 3 weeks that i didn't conduct any lesson due to exams. But there's is always work for me, but hey i not complaining alright. I'm just wanna be more like a teacher heh heh. Well in the morning, tons of work came in...I was like holy crap =X [Make Haste Ivan] 

I'm rushing on the "good behaviors award", being for 3 days. Design ->  Edit -> Saved -> Print. ... So please my dear students. It's all my hard work ya, all you guys have to do is to go up to the stage and collect, shake-hand and SMILE. ^_*

Oh boy out of sudden, i forgotten what i wanna said -.- Yes i'm being sooooo awful forgetful as usual. Gomei!

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I'm always trying to smile, doesn't mean i'm not always happy in times. I'm trying i'm trying okays.
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Thursday, October 2, 2008


Family Night tour at Henderson Wave (Family)
-1st October-
Apologize for the dark image, taken by my handphone instead. But i'm still 
waiting for the better image from my "jie fu".


Crappy image of me taken by my da jie lol!

Mum and my both jie jie (:

Funny picture through this time included my dad.

More images soon...

Yesterday


Family Night tour at Henderson Wave (Scenary)
-1st October- 

A few shots taken at that night, i like the lightning there. Really very relaxing and awesome place to chill around. Anyone wanna go with me again XD

Path way, quite romantic ya heh.

Top view of the bridge, raining soon oh my.

Raining, but i still take shots.

The side edge of the wave.

Nice eh? I love the breeze! I wanan go again...


Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Hari Raya


Early in the morning, i heard "Ding Tong" my door bell lols! I blur blur went to open the door. OMG i wore singlets sooo chui ROFL~ Guess what? My 2 cute neighbours, auntie & her daughter gave me their wonderful Hari Raya goodies XD. Heh i saw the goodies & forgotten to greet them =S Kept saying thank you thank you lol! 

Oishiiii neh...

 
Gonna take a pic before i ate all of it :P

Peanut & Butter story





<--Peanut - trying to act cute lol! Thats was his favorite spot heh.












<--Butter geez always act innocent :P