...Deja Vu...

Friday, November 28, 2008

Destiny

Fate a.k.a Destiny

Destiny where do I find you?
Destiny where can I look for you?
Destiny where are you hiding?

Destiny I found you...

hold my hand will ya?

I promise you to take you away to land of happiness.

# random thougths @ 10:42 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Unleashed the chain of mine

Remove the curse of mine

Link me with your heart

찾아낼 운명

# random thougths @ 8:54 PM

All my life I’ve waited
Floating, dreaming, wishing
For the day when you would come my way
That day has come
My heart flutters at the sound of your voice
My hands shake as I reach to touch your face
In heaven there can only be a better place
Soaring through the clouds
The wind beating at my skin
Breathing heavy, feeling numb
You’re all I need, my number one

Tears stream down my face, burning my eyes
Happy tears, thankful smiles
Knowing I can hold you, embrace you
Fearless of the unknown, content with life
No longer will I feel the sharpened knife
Of hurt, pain and suffering

# random thougths @ 8:51 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Fate awaits me?

Hmm, having mild headache since yesterday. My head feel so heavy Rawrrrr...Somehow december, changed a lot. I really hope all da bad stuffs vanish in no time. Really stressful since last months, where is my holidays? Well i guess, i gonna rant over here. Lot's of workload, really drive me crazy. I had no problem with the workload, is just that i'm being told to do unknown job. How am i suppose to work alone??? No one can help me HELP~~~ I guess, i need to figure out everything by myself, research myself & work out myself... Aye, tomorrow i gonna present my work to both of my superiors, really stressful. Where is my remedy "Chocolate".

Please please please, i wanna go NIE mid next year.

I'm getting old day by day, really no time for everything. I looked into the mirror and

ask why? What have i done wrong, to be such vain? Have i done wrong in my past life?

If really so, i willing to pay for all krama...

But please, i have just 1 request!

私の愛 - is that you, are you the one?

Hang it there , i will be there in no time...

# random thougths @ 11:18 AM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Oh my, i'm so so so dead. Too much project to be done =( And i need to fight this war alone! What is happening to me too. Can't really sleep nowadays, i really really very very tiring... I tried to do more exercise in order to keep my mental awake. End up here and there aching =.= I'm getting old for this geez. Okay this is the most difficult stage in my life at the age of 20s. Never give up yeah! This is the only war, and the war that i need to fight at all cost! Ivan ni yao jia you wor!

Dear girl, i hope ya doing fine okay. I miss you and i always do.

I being dreaming about you. Almost every moments. Where are you?

I'm being alone all time, even i can't see you.

I can you feel your smell as sweet as rose, your smile like an angel.

Where have you being?

I'm being worried about you, really very worried.

I don't think i can be there to protect you anymore.

Sad to say, we really have no fate at all.

i guess you're right.

I think i should give up already.

I guess this is a goodbye?

Gal, I love you.

# random thougths @ 7:58 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Re D & D

Who said Mr alvin soon can't rap :P

That's how he teaches Terrance to rap Lols! Eh how come in inside. =.=

# random thougths @ 11:49 PM

Dinner and Dance

First dinner i ever attended geez, for the school. I'm kinda worried that I didn't prepare the dressing for the D & D lols all about the dumb 60s! I rather cosplay :P Taken a few shots, thanks to jaslyn digital camera.

TEAM 14 Taichos.

Starting from the extremely left it's me of cos haha, followed by Terrance, Yong Sheng, Mr sek oops forgot his name =/ and the shortest Muahaha Jaslyn.

Yes that's me, i wonder why i smile so funny =.=.

Oie smile leh Yong sheng, his face like kinda black and please next time siam "games" to jio me muahaha.

OMG gay terrance act cute, bth cans lols!

# random thougths @ 1:40 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

What will you do if you miss someone badly?

What will you do when you fall in love in someone? But you couldn't tell him/her.

What will you do if you lose him/her after losing him/her?

I feel like drinking liquor tonight! Being a long time, i would drink... Is it true that drinking would feel better the next day?

# random thougths @ 11:49 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Casting smiley on itself~!

Yesterday

Being quite some time i'd blog yeah. Yesterday night was so funny, pics should be upload soon i hope. Btw it's my first school Dinner & Dance and the theme was 60s =.=". I heard 60s i diao already. Well that night, all i can say "Terrance ya damn gay rofl" =X I just simply love ya Pak pak pants muahahaha. Heng i'm your part-time fashion designer.

Today

Oh my, early in the morning stomache lols! Aye, diarrhea for 3 times geez... I wonder what i ate that's upset my stomach, i guess maybe is yesterday night mee siam or tau hui hmm. I shouldn't eat oily food at night. Butterfly and Yu tiao woot faults heh. Okays i had a damn funny incident wanna share :P Sorry terrance, you're exposed muahaha anyways. You won't able to knew i exposed you here hehe evil not ^^

Here's the incident, As usual 3 of us having lunch at coffeeshop. Vincent and i already bought our food and ready to eat, here come terrance. I was looking at him all the way after he bought his food. And Guess what? Terrance damn funny OMG! I can't stop laughing while i type this out. He went to the wrong table look below the chart!

And he didn't realised he was wrong and standing at the wrong table for around 5 sec ROFL!!! And he started a conversation. Terrance said " Ni men Weak lah" (You guys were weak) and both of the chinese worker stared at him with huge question mark. And my second thought, wow! din knew terrance network so huge. He even knew 2 workers LOLS! I thought he was talking to his friend. OMG, okay back to his expression super damn funny. After said both worker weak! He was so shocked and said "Wooo, paiseh paiseh." I and vincent looked at him and stunned ROFL! lucky both of them don't really understand the real meaning of "WEAK" lol! And he finally sat down the correct table, all 3 of us laugh till omg! Imaging you guys were there...muahaha Buay tahan cans,iyo. Super blured of the day. Thank you terrance for the "Just for laugh" Singapore version :P

# random thougths @ 8:29 PM

Monday, November 10, 2008

Nothing to blog today =/

I wonder why am i having such bad mood swing for this past weeks...

My heart feel so sad, i'm feeling so empty.

Why everyone thought i'm always happy go lucky type? Am I? Do i Look like one? Ever seen me staring at wall, ever seen me sighing all the time? Gods know...

If only, i can be with you now. I promise to bring ya to the world of happiness! i promise k really...

# random thougths @ 8:12 PM

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Advise

Well, i was told by someone that i really need to relax myself. Perhaps Maybe? First on mind was "Batam", so dumb i rejected my sister the trip there last months. I should go instead. Being thinking lately, i need to relax relax...Okay, i dunno what do really happened to me too, well but i realised that i being change somehow. Something impossible, can you imaging i'm read a book, instead of playing some games. WOW! i was so surprised too! I can't even sat down and read a book since, i was young. Maybe i'm getting old lately? Do you know, how difficult to read a book without distraction? I do really enjoyed reading the book, thanks to jaslyn (:

Okays, funny thing was i trying to play my Ps2 game, after 10 mins i felt sleepy omg?? I cannot imaging that, used to played no day no night. Lols Really "zhai nan" used to be =0 Heh, my friends told me to play here and there. Rejected them all, i told them i rather spend the money for shopping woot! Love to see those pretty stuffs :P I even looked at gals spree oops, but i'm not that gay ya. Looked at them wore pretty pretty clothings, really feel happy though. Really envy them heh heh.

Oh well, all my dreams changed somehow. I wanna have all those lost dreams used to have, i wanna learn a lot a lot of stuffs! Piano as example. It's never too late for everything ya! I wanna do a lot of good deeds too. I will definally i will...

Lols picture below, side view of me. Sometimes i realised how do i look like from side or behind. Everyone sure curious about yourself too huh? Too bad you only can see yourself.

But hey, taken when =.= Funny cans, oily face muhahaha...

I must try to learn to "Wait", this powerful word. I will wait somehow...

運命

# random thougths @ 1:25 PM

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Truth...

# random thougths @ 10:09 PM

Totally Cappy day for me...

...Damn boring day ever...

Woke up in the early morning, cursed and swear...not enough sleep at all.SIANs! Drag my body bathed and went to work, took train reached school. Was like damn boring loh, school holidays leh still must go school super dumb lah #!%@ Hence i need to stay till 5... After 2 plus the whole school was like SILENT HILL! In fact even worst, not a single soul. Feel the loneliness air all around the Silent base secondary school. I really this HATE this kinda of feelings oh my god. Pardon me, maybe not enough sleep for me. It makes me feel so sianzzz. Okay, out of sudden really nothing for me to do this week. I designed other 2 horoscope tees, read my book. And i turn around, not a single soul. All i can do is to drawn a huge sigh...Mum called me told me she not gonna cook today. Oh gosh, even my mum go happening without me sad ah. 5 plus actually i'm looking for someone to accompany me for dinner. But well he busy, i guess i gonna eat alone again. Walked slowly out of school and to Sembawang mrt. I looked into the skies, the sky was like sooo sad oh my god, what is happening. Gonna rain soon, lazy to walk as usual speed. I saw bus 962 pass by me, surprising i saw vincent waving at me inside the bus =.= I called him and went for dinner together. Finally! Someone! Thank god...Almost forgot, i was having flu and cough and again cough for past 4 days ):

I want more entertainment please!

# random thougths @ 7:36 PM

Latest design.

Female Taurus design

Unisex Sagittaurus

# random thougths @ 2:32 PM

Monday, November 3, 2008

My T-shirt Design.

A simple series of T-shirt designs.

Theme base on Horoscope.

Run and dash to collect this, phew lucky i managed to collect before the shop closed.

Taurus Design for future jie fu heh. Jiafeng love it alot :P

For my Er Jie Leos as me keke, but somehow why we so different huh? Leos girls very difficult to understand =X

For myself loh, unfortunate leo lols, xin ku wo le...

Aries - specially design for kym, as she requested.

And thanks Cindy accompany me ya shopping last saturday ;D Ni yao jiyous wor ^_^

# random thougths @ 9:04 PM

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Mission Accomplish.

The Adventure Begins...

To the scared lands, heh heh. I just dunno why i wanna go alone to this scared place out of sudden. Well "Confidential" mission! I bet some of you guys know what place is it eh? I barely take a few pictures, due to low batteries of my mobile phone.

<--1st pic First Patch

Second Path, and i taken this shots after i done my missions. And i GOT BITTEN BADLY OMG!

Finally reached the top! Nothing much either, so quiet and lot's of Wierdos there. And you realised 1 of the pictures looks like LORD OF THE RINGS CATAPULTS WOW!

Well that's all the rest is CONFIDENTIAL =D

MISSION ACCOMPLISH...

IVaN 18.12 out~

# random thougths @ 10:09 PM

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!

I'm off to Mission Impossible!!!

Wish me good luck ya!!!

To the scared lands of happiness...........

Just joking...

# random thougths @ 3:04 PM

What luck?

Sigh~ My piano lesson delayed to 11th December 2008 =.=

Where got not sianzzz...

Lesson Commencement at Replugged Music, i heard "Juliet Pang" will be my sensei omg. Vocal Instructor / Singer Instructor / Singer huh? Piano leh hmm, and wow she's from 海蝶音乐� Ocean Butterflies Pte Ltd. SUGOI nah. Really can't wait to learn =/

당신을 날마다 생각…

# random thougths @ 12:06 AM