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CLOVER CREATIVE

2009-07-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

Clover Creative

2009-06-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

Finally Clover Creative it on the move!

Guys pleaseee support me ya! I've spend almost 2 months to finish up the web. Really wanna thanks lopo do teach me alot and i've learn lot's of business / graphic design coy works. Hence copy write from theresa and lastly logi for the whole web site (:

clovercreativesg.com

Do join as fans too in facebook ^^

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Singapore/Clover-Creative/94179227694#

Hope that Clover would go well smoothly =p

Sanity

2009-02-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

Close your eyes and listen...

Merry Christmas Hohoho!

2008-12-26T20:12:00.003+08:00

Twenty years, finally one and only awesome christmas ever in my life =p

Love you baby for celebrating with me lovely christmas! Wish everyday was christmas ^_^

I do really love your present (One & Only "I.K" Tees) muacksss...

Oh ya, really thanks to all my friends for the presstie woot!

Da jie , Er jie thank you very much hohoho, forgot u guys present =X

Annabel, arigato really. Awesome present n cookies (: Sorry, din really prepare for this my bad.

Jasmine thank you for the present!!!

I gonna missssss you real bad baby, 5 days, feels like 5 years...

2008-12-20T08:29:00.003+08:00

私は幸せな一見を今見るか。幸福は何実際にあったであるか。

私によってがほしいすべてはちょうど簡単なロマンスおよび幸福の簡単な生命を、過すことである。

仮定することはなぜ星悲しかった、ない幸せであるためにか。

うど持っていたガールフレンドを担保をことを自分自身に尋ねた。私は既にカルマを受け取り、正義…

ちょうど簡単な「運命」の生命を過すこと私のよい試みた。

私は実際に今幸せに見るか。時々私は私が実際に今またはち

ょ私が全然感じる彼女からの愛を、彼女のためによくないAM Iまたはなぜできないかかちょうどそれ彼女は私を全然信頼できない。

私のための約束を意志のya守る。

信頼はキーである! 私は実際に私が最後の最後まで持続してもいいことを望む。神は今回私を助ける。

これについて読むだれでも

、

12月14の愛

2008-12-15T15:48:00.004+08:00

Fate it something that really unexplained miracle...Hence it's really amazing.

25 lovely days

23 Sweet days

12月14の愛

Ai Shiteru Ridia

Today.

2008-12-03T21:02:00.003+08:00

運命

13 lovely days still counting.

メッセージ

147 currently

雑談

11 days

Destiny

2008-11-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

Fate a.k.a Destiny

Destiny where do I find you?
Destiny where can I look for you?
Destiny where are you hiding?

Destiny I found you...

hold my hand will ya?

I promise you to take you away to land of happiness.

2008-11-26T20:54:00.002+08:00

Unleashed the chain of mine

Remove the curse of mine

Link me with your heart

찾아낼 운명

2008-11-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

All my life I’ve waited
Floating, dreaming, wishing
For the day when you would come my way
That day has come
My heart flutters at the sound of your voice
My hands shake as I reach to touch your face
In heaven there can only be a better place
Soaring through the clouds
The wind beating at my skin
Breathing heavy, feeling numb
You’re all I need, my number one

Tears stream down my face, burning my eyes
Happy tears, thankful smiles
Knowing I can hold you, embrace you
Fearless of the unknown, content with life
No longer will I feel the sharpened knife
Of hurt, pain and suffering

Fate awaits me?

2008-11-23T11:18:00.004+08:00

Hmm, having mild headache since yesterday. My head feel so heavy Rawrrrr...Somehow december, changed a lot. I really hope all da bad stuffs vanish in no time. Really stressful since last months, where is my holidays? Well i guess, i gonna rant over here. Lot's of workload, really drive me crazy. I had no problem with the workload, is just that i'm being told to do unknown job. How am i suppose to work alone??? No one can help me HELP~~~ I guess, i need to figure out everything by myself, research myself & work out myself... Aye, tomorrow i gonna present my work to both of my superiors, really stressful. Where is my remedy "Chocolate".

Please please please, i wanna go NIE mid next year.

I'm getting old day by day, really no time for everything. I looked into the mirror and

ask why? What have i done wrong, to be such vain? Have i done wrong in my past life?

If really so, i willing to pay for all krama...

But please, i have just 1 request!

私の愛 - is that you, are you the one?

Hang it there , i will be there in no time...

2008-11-19T19:58:00.007+08:00

Oh my, i'm so so so dead. Too much project to be done =( And i need to fight this war alone! What is happening to me too. Can't really sleep nowadays, i really really very very tiring... I tried to do more exercise in order to keep my mental awake. End up here and there aching =.= I'm getting old for this geez. Okay this is the most difficult stage in my life at the age of 20s. Never give up yeah! This is the only war, and the war that i need to fight at all cost! Ivan ni yao jia you wor!

Dear girl, i hope ya doing fine okay. I miss you and i always do.

I being dreaming about you. Almost every moments. Where are you?

I'm being alone all time, even i can't see you.

I can you feel your smell as sweet as rose, your smile like an angel.

Where have you being?

I'm being worried about you, really very worried.

I don't think i can be there to protect you anymore.

Sad to say, we really have no fate at all.

i guess you're right.

I think i should give up already.

I guess this is a goodbye?

Gal, I love you.

Re D & D

2008-11-16T23:49:00.003+08:00

Who said Mr alvin soon can't rap :P

That's how he teaches Terrance to rap Lols! Eh how come in inside. =.=

Dinner and Dance

2008-11-16T13:40:00.008+08:00

First dinner i ever attended geez, for the school. I'm kinda worried that I didn't prepare the dressing for the D & D lols all about the dumb 60s! I rather cosplay :P Taken a few shots, thanks to jaslyn digital camera.

TEAM 14 Taichos.

Starting from the extremely left it's me of cos haha, followed by Terrance, Yong Sheng, Mr sek oops forgot his name =/ and the shortest Muahaha Jaslyn.

Yes that's me, i wonder why i smile so funny =.=.

Oie smile leh Yong sheng, his face like kinda black and please next time siam "games" to jio me muahaha.

OMG gay terrance act cute, bth cans lols!

2008-11-15T23:49:00.004+08:00

What will you do if you miss someone badly?

What will you do when you fall in love in someone? But you couldn't tell him/her.

What will you do if you lose him/her after losing him/her?

I feel like drinking liquor tonight! Being a long time, i would drink... Is it true that drinking would feel better the next day?

Casting smiley on itself~!

2008-11-13T20:29:00.016+08:00

Yesterday

Being quite some time i'd blog yeah. Yesterday night was so funny, pics should be upload soon i hope. Btw it's my first school Dinner & Dance and the theme was 60s =.=". I heard 60s i diao already. Well that night, all i can say "Terrance ya damn gay rofl" =X I just simply love ya Pak pak pants muahahaha. Heng i'm your part-time fashion designer.

Today

Oh my, early in the morning stomache lols! Aye, diarrhea for 3 times geez... I wonder what i ate that's upset my stomach, i guess maybe is yesterday night mee siam or tau hui hmm. I shouldn't eat oily food at night. Butterfly and Yu tiao woot faults heh. Okays i had a damn funny incident wanna share :P Sorry terrance, you're exposed muahaha anyways. You won't able to knew i exposed you here hehe evil not ^^

Here's the incident, As usual 3 of us having lunch at coffeeshop. Vincent and i already bought our food and ready to eat, here come terrance. I was looking at him all the way after he bought his food. And Guess what? Terrance damn funny OMG! I can't stop laughing while i type this out. He went to the wrong table look below the chart!

And he didn't realised he was wrong and standing at the wrong table for around 5 sec ROFL!!! And he started a conversation. Terrance said " Ni men Weak lah" (You guys were weak) and both of the chinese worker stared at him with huge question mark. And my second thought, wow! din knew terrance network so huge. He even knew 2 workers LOLS! I thought he was talking to his friend. OMG, okay back to his expression super damn funny. After said both worker weak! He was so shocked and said "Wooo, paiseh paiseh." I and vincent looked at him and stunned ROFL! lucky both of them don't really understand the real meaning of "WEAK" lol! And he finally sat down the correct table, all 3 of us laugh till omg! Imaging you guys were there...muahaha Buay tahan cans,iyo. Super blured of the day. Thank you terrance for the "Just for laugh" Singapore version :P

2008-11-10T20:12:00.005+08:00

Nothing to blog today =/

I wonder why am i having such bad mood swing for this past weeks...

My heart feel so sad, i'm feeling so empty.

Why everyone thought i'm always happy go lucky type? Am I? Do i Look like one? Ever seen me staring at wall, ever seen me sighing all the time? Gods know...

If only, i can be with you now. I promise to bring ya to the world of happiness! i promise k really...

Advise

2008-11-09T13:25:00.007+08:00

Well, i was told by someone that i really need to relax myself. Perhaps Maybe? First on mind was "Batam", so dumb i rejected my sister the trip there last months. I should go instead. Being thinking lately, i need to relax relax...Okay, i dunno what do really happened to me too, well but i realised that i being change somehow. Something impossible, can you imaging i'm read a book, instead of playing some games. WOW! i was so surprised too! I can't even sat down and read a book since, i was young. Maybe i'm getting old lately? Do you know, how difficult to read a book without distraction? I do really enjoyed reading the book, thanks to jaslyn (:

Okays, funny thing was i trying to play my Ps2 game, after 10 mins i felt sleepy omg?? I cannot imaging that, used to played no day no night. Lols Really "zhai nan" used to be =0 Heh, my friends told me to play here and there. Rejected them all, i told them i rather spend the money for shopping woot! Love to see those pretty stuffs :P I even looked at gals spree oops, but i'm not that gay ya. Looked at them wore pretty pretty clothings, really feel happy though. Really envy them heh heh.

Oh well, all my dreams changed somehow. I wanna have all those lost dreams used to have, i wanna learn a lot a lot of stuffs! Piano as example. It's never too late for everything ya! I wanna do a lot of good deeds too. I will definally i will...

Lols picture below, side view of me. Sometimes i realised how do i look like from side or behind. Everyone sure curious about yourself too huh? Too bad you only can see yourself.

But hey, taken when =.= Funny cans, oily face muhahaha...

I must try to learn to "Wait", this powerful word. I will wait somehow...

運命

Truth...

2008-11-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

Totally Cappy day for me...

2008-11-06T19:36:00.006+08:00

...Damn boring day ever...

Woke up in the early morning, cursed and swear...not enough sleep at all.SIANs! Drag my body bathed and went to work, took train reached school. Was like damn boring loh, school holidays leh still must go school super dumb lah #!%@ Hence i need to stay till 5... After 2 plus the whole school was like SILENT HILL! In fact even worst, not a single soul. Feel the loneliness air all around the Silent base secondary school. I really this HATE this kinda of feelings oh my god. Pardon me, maybe not enough sleep for me. It makes me feel so sianzzz. Okay, out of sudden really nothing for me to do this week. I designed other 2 horoscope tees, read my book. And i turn around, not a single soul. All i can do is to drawn a huge sigh...Mum called me told me she not gonna cook today. Oh gosh, even my mum go happening without me sad ah. 5 plus actually i'm looking for someone to accompany me for dinner. But well he busy, i guess i gonna eat alone again. Walked slowly out of school and to Sembawang mrt. I looked into the skies, the sky was like sooo sad oh my god, what is happening. Gonna rain soon, lazy to walk as usual speed. I saw bus 962 pass by me, surprising i saw vincent waving at me inside the bus =.= I called him and went for dinner together. Finally! Someone! Thank god...Almost forgot, i was having flu and cough and again cough for past 4 days ):

I want more entertainment please!

Latest design.

2008-11-06T14:32:00.005+08:00

Female Taurus design

Unisex Sagittaurus

My T-shirt Design.

2008-11-03T21:04:00.011+08:00

A simple series of T-shirt designs.

Theme base on Horoscope.

Run and dash to collect this, phew lucky i managed to collect before the shop closed.

Taurus Design for future jie fu heh. Jiafeng love it alot :P

For my Er Jie Leos as me keke, but somehow why we so different huh? Leos girls very difficult to understand =X

For myself loh, unfortunate leo lols, xin ku wo le...

Aries - specially design for kym, as she requested.

And thanks Cindy accompany me ya shopping last saturday ;D Ni yao jiyous wor ^_^

Mission Accomplish.

2008-11-02T22:09:00.018+08:00

The Adventure Begins...

To the scared lands, heh heh. I just dunno why i wanna go alone to this scared place out of sudden. Well "Confidential" mission! I bet some of you guys know what place is it eh? I barely take a few pictures, due to low batteries of my mobile phone.

<--1st pic First Patch

Second Path, and i taken this shots after i done my missions. And i GOT BITTEN BADLY OMG!

Finally reached the top! Nothing much either, so quiet and lot's of Wierdos there. And you realised 1 of the pictures looks like LORD OF THE RINGS CATAPULTS WOW!

Well that's all the rest is CONFIDENTIAL =D

MISSION ACCOMPLISH...

IVaN 18.12 out~

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!

2008-11-02T15:04:00.005+08:00

I'm off to Mission Impossible!!!

Wish me good luck ya!!!

To the scared lands of happiness...........

Just joking...

What luck?

2008-11-02T00:06:00.008+08:00

Sigh~ My piano lesson delayed to 11th December 2008 =.=

Where got not sianzzz...

Lesson Commencement at Replugged Music, i heard "Juliet Pang" will be my sensei omg. Vocal Instructor / Singer Instructor / Singer huh? Piano leh hmm, and wow she's from 海蝶音乐� Ocean Butterflies Pte Ltd. SUGOI nah. Really can't wait to learn =/

당신을 날마다 생각…

Wishes. 希望。

2008-10-31T09:49:00.005+08:00

笨蛋。笨蛋。笨蛋。

我真的很愚蠢 :((

你是我唯一的愿望

你是我的唯一

没有人能可能接管你

最后希望，我想成为你的一切，各地，任何时刻。

For the Naval Base! Version 2

2008-10-26T14:57:00.019+08:00

Link for all competitions...

http://i482.photobucket.com/albums/rr188/Ivanko83/1.jpg

http://i482.photobucket.com/albums/rr188/Ivanko83/2.jpg

http://i482.photobucket.com/albums/rr188/Ivanko83/3.jpg

Piano Lesson

2008-10-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

Oh my oh my, i booked the piano lesson for every thursday at bugis XD

I'm so nervous cans...hmm, 1 small group with 2 more strangers. Paiseh leh what if, 2 little kids muahahaha =X Wo yao jia you jia jia you wor :P

Treats

2008-10-25T09:39:00.017+08:00

Being really busy since last week, yesterday i received this treats from Mrs Leong hah. My favorite deserts "Chocolate". Woot! Hard work meant to be rewarded lols anyhow. I hope you guys do really like the good behaviors' award designed by me ya (:

After work i went home to put all my belonging, because i am going for hairdo at the new premium "Xpect Studios" um, my personal hairstylist Angeline heh heh. She is the boss of all Xpect studios cool rite? Wow i heard her business were doing quite well, more and more outlets. Only she knew my hair well, every time without fail she won't disappoint me with my natural curly hair Sianz lols.

Reach the new premium Xpect studios at "Liang Court", this place seems like still under renovations. And i saw my "WoW" friends there kinda surprised o.0 Didn't know they were here well, even my Er jie bf "Sister" was there lols? Was like 7 pm appointment, saw Angeline was extremely busy woah. So we decided to go for our dinner though, went down to eat japanese curry rice. Oiishi neh but kinda expensive for a curry rice for around 11 bucks. But it's worth it i guess... I realised lot's of japanese people down there.

Went back to Xpect studios, ah finally our turn hmm. Wow i had the most comfortable hair-wash ever geez, the lady there used to wash for me since last year. So coincidence she always the one whom wash for me lol! Well, really awesome oh my god. She massaged for me really make me almost fall asleep. Funny thing was that, Jiafeng said why you wash your hair so long? I didn't realised was about 15 minutes or more o.0. Angeline laughed and laughed -.- Ha ha, i just dunno why my whole progress for haircut was around a hour plus. I'd remembered that i beach my hair took around 4 to 5 hours power not :P

It happened again.

2008-10-23T20:04:00.003+08:00

Wow, this is the first time...i dream the sweetest dream ever the second time! But this time round different version. Hmm, it's telling me something or maybe i'm too tired nowadays. Or perhaphs...

Being raining these few days, i love to look at the rain. But i always think that the heaven was sad after all lols. The breeze was so relaxing and at times walk in the rain was cool really :P I'm not taking any MTV hor hahahas. Well the busy days ended in school finally phew... Than i gonna start complaining that oh my god so free cans -.-".

AND I DEMAND MORE ENTERTAINMENT

GRRrrrr i wanna bite bite bite~!

2 goals to achieve!

2008-10-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

What are the 2 goals huh?

1st i wanna try myself! What? It's physical yeah hehe... I wanna tried to eat as much as possible especially MORNING BREAKFAST. Just like this morning, Singaporean breakfast. Hmm 1 Fan Choi, 1 siew mai & 1 Cha Sao bao and horlicks...and this noon, vincent was shocking that asked me since when i ate so much lol! My lunch will be mixed rice and 2 fried bananas...Yummy! Gain weight first. Than train body yeah...hopefully.

2nd goal will be, i had decided to go for piano lesson hehe. JIAYOUS ivan ni xin de Yoshhh! I gonna change yosshh to Yata~!!! Very very soon hmm. I wanna play like everyone else, play my favorite songs. Life should know at least 1 musical instrument.

Ivan Ni Yao Jiayous wor~!

Ivan ah ivan...

2008-10-21T20:47:00.003+08:00

Don't give it come on...JIAYOUs~!!!

Keep going forward!!!

Get better & better!!!

Nothing is impossbile!!!

How could be possible just give up so easy huh? I will give up unless i'm dead for sure~ Under my dead body!

There's no REASON for me to give up or quit. The answer is N E V E R !

< 只有神僊知道 >

< 不要根本放弃 >

Truth of life.

2008-10-19T22:29:00.005+08:00

Well, i always wanna share with everyone! this truth. Everyone doesn't realised it before it's too late for everything. Well life is short...Do whatever you cans before it's too late, hence of cos do everything in good ways ya? There's is always karma or retributions every time we did some sins perhaps how do i say that? Something unpleasant or bad deeds hmm?

Like a example, there's a rich young girl just 17 or 18 years old driving her new ferarri. Guess what? Her first and the last journey of her life, car crash and died...

Everyone don't wanna die with your dreams come true ya? Most important we must, treasure what we had all the time ya (:

I can be very serious in time, just wanna share with everyone! It's never too late, go for it! Go with our hearts!

Fin~

Wow, your magic words cured me. But i'm strong! Arigatos silly ram ;)

Sat

2008-10-18T23:37:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken in "Da Yi" house, wow what a huge guard dog called "Carols".

Xin Ku Wo le...

2008-10-18T08:24:00.017+08:00

The most busy day in school, like a busy bumper bee...

Early in the morning, went to lap and await for the lower sec students for the subject choices. I waited an waited..Still no sight any student, went down to staff room. Look for the form teacher for the individual class. Well, saw the class and form teacher at the foyer. They went out for school, some was like attached here and there. o_O There's is always some c**k up here and there as usual, well worry not! Ivan the thinker is here hah. First of all i decided to wrote a note "Subject choices proceed to lap 4" and paste it lap 2. Gather all my resources and dash up lap 4, to finish up my "template for the parents". Okay time for survey get rolling... As Usual no sight of anyone, i don't wanna wait this time round. I dash to the classroom and saw the sec 2 ex class. Just nice! Gather everyone to lap 4, wow i realised this class quite a lot of international students. Yet, guai guai eh. Line up outside and go together as a class well done. Hope i could teach them ICT next year for this class hah! After 1 classes, all sec 2 started to entered class by class.

Woah, went down staff room. New work to be done...It's lunch time hey, rush the design within 15 mins. End up some editing for later on.

Went for lunch...

Half way through back after lunch, "Michael Jackson" called. Wow how could it possbile that he had my number lol! So i hurry back to look for him. New job! Oh boy~ gimme a break will ya. Dash to staff room with a huge question mark on top my head, think and think how to huh? I tried alot of ways, finally create something out for the later events. 5 plus well, i'm supposed knock off work instead. Well i stay for later events, show micheal jackson here and there. And i smoke him hahaha, no choice ya. I really can't do what he really wants so last min =/ End up, he told me "GOOD". XD Where got not funny...That "Yong shen" also leh, since when i so buddy with him. o_0 Anyhows hand his hand around my shoulder, that's gay heh joking. Oh ya i remember that micheal jackson told me to funny task, he asked me to asked the person whom control the computer to pass him his magic wand. I was like DIAO~ He supposed to point at the screen then the video appeared, i was like laughing throughout. That wand was like those Pasam Malam toy leh... Wonder he played at home :P

i told "Don" & "Bernie" they were like =.=" lui han liao. Cannot stop laughing hah!

Finally my task for the evening was a video man. Sugoi na! I learnt that at "Nafa" days, was fun anyways. Didn't really know i had the chances to touch those equipments. Oh here is the crappy pics of me. After the events, a lot of peps told me "GOOD JOB".

Stand there 1 hour kaes, leg sour hand sour...And yet i didn't eat my dinner yet. Xin Ku wo le. After the events, chiong ah! Went to "Terrance" house and wait for him to get changed and accompany me for dinner, Xie xie ni terrance! You really awesome~! At first, i told hm it's okay i can eat alone. Used to it anyways...He insisted to accompany me. Oh boy! Terrance STEADY LAH!!! We always crap about this. He gonna leave Nbss soon, sob sob. I gonna miss you Mr Steady...I wanna leave too! ): A lot of staff thought, i leaving too. They were quite shocking but i not leaving yet geez. Well, Terrance and I went to mac for late dinner. After that went home finally smelly,sticky & exhausted.

BATHE yeah~! I love the water splashing, i was standing at the shower for 15 mins. Love it

very relaxing hehe...That's all for yesterday.

Sweetest dreams ever.

2008-10-16T20:27:00.002+08:00

Being quite some time, i had such a sweet dream. I knew it was a dream but i insisted to leave the dream-world. I wish i could possible to remain the dream forever...

~꿈~

2008-10-14T22:19:00.001+08:00

Why can't people move on huh? History repeated again and again, this all you wants all the time?

I'm so disappointed, if that your choices. So be it! I not gonna bother about you ever again. I just simply don't bare to see ya suffering again and again, while i looked into your eyes I could see the pain. Why are you torturing yourself for? Had you realised i'd always turn back and looked at you. I and tried my very best to cheer you up all the time.

When you need me, i will be there no matter what no? All i have from you just a substitute. I'm really a fool to fall for it. I'm really so tiring for being so kind to you. I want to help you but i really can't do anything much. Sigh because you are not giving me the chance to help you…

Vexed~! OMG~!

2008-10-13T21:28:00.004+08:00

I just simply love the smell lah~!!!

WHY? WHY? WHY?

一日一日と、私はあなたについて考え続ける。日私の心にその後常にある。私を、私実際に悲しかった拒絶した。私の中心は部分にちょうど粉砕した。私はまだ、私どうしても理解しないなぜ好むか。私は全然あきらめることができない。

The feeling never before ever in my life...

私は愛する。

私は私が溺愛したいと思う

あなたを世話したいと思う。

私は幸福ほしいと思う。

The true meaning...

2008-10-13T20:36:00.002+08:00

When my sadness is thin like a withered flower Unable to fall asleep because of these tangled years I cling to the rough sigh That would gnaw deeply into my heart  If I collected tears of a thousand years Would it be enough to show my heart At the end of the sky where the sunset glow has left Today, I linger on again  As the frail sunshine of early dawn Is woken up by last night's dream My gloomy dreams of yesterday Disappear into the legend  If I collected wishes of a thousand years Would it be enough to show my heart At the end of the field where the sunshine has left Today, I linger on again  As the lone wandering low wind Loses it's way, breathing heavily, I ease my sorrow in this world With the raindrops of noon  If I collected love of a thousand years Would it be enough to show my heart At the end of the sky where the moonlight is sleeping Today, I linger on again  If I collected longings of a thousand years Would it be enough to show my heart At the end of the field where the rising sun is shining Today, I linger on again...

It's is a kinda sad korea drama show that the main lead would never had the chance to be with his woman she loved, even after 1000 years later.

Agony

2008-10-12T21:43:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry really no mood for blogging nowadays...

I'm so tired of everything...

I'm so tired of losing...

I'm so tired of waiting...

I'm so tired of lonely...

2008-10-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

Suppose that I missed you

Suppose that I care

And suppose that spent all my nights running scared

And suppose, that I was never there

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

And I can't hold on to you

So I guess I'll be lonely too

Suppose we were happy, suppose it was true

And suppose there were cold nights but we somehow made it through

And suppose that I'm nothing without you

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

And I can't hold on to you

So I guess I'll be lonely too

Slow way down

This break downs eating me alive

And I'm tired

This fire's fighting to survive

Tell me a secret (I want it)

Tell me a story (I need it)

I'll listen intentively

I'll stay awake all night

All i need is a whisper (So don't leave)

There's nothing left in me (Please help me)

Not even my body is strong enough to fight (Let's make this right)

Please help me make this right

Suppose that I was wrong

Suppose you were here

And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears

And suppose this fight just disappeared

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

And I can't hold on to you

So I guess I'll be lonely too

But I'd rather be here with you

Forever "Suay" ):

2008-10-08T20:35:00.002+08:00

I hate ulcer alot argh. Spoil mood and everything, makes my lips awful dry too. ):

Wednesday always a crappy day for me...

After work i went to outram to meet my mum, ah ma, er jie & his bf and my jie fu and my da jie...for dinner. Reach mrt, i saw the route was like oh my. Luckily i had my LG mobile phone with me to accompany ya all the way to outram. Well i got there and best thing was i not really sure where the hell is that multi storey market at. Dash here and there like an idiot, so i decided to ask a lady about the directions. And i found out i'm in the wrong path great! I was like walking at the chinatown area. Got 1 of an idiot uncle kept peeping at girls and was smoking walk infront of me and was like blocking my way. Hey hello uncle, you wanna peep just stand aside and peep alright. I don't wanna smell your 2nd hand smoke. I HATE SMOKERS...GO DIE ALONE & DON"T KILL OTHERS THANK YOU!

I'm so pissed off, called my da jie and asked for directions again. And finally reached the place...Was like sweating all the way. After that i decided to eat alot! When i'm moody, I ate long queue chicken rice,4 Quei qwey don't really know how to spell, Tau hui & lastly jia jia liang cha. I'm really heaty nowadays.

Uneasy day...

2008-10-07T21:11:00.004+08:00

Oh my, i'm feeling very uneasy at this timing? Something happen? I hope nothing goes wrong =/

Simply i think korean song owner still better...

A new week.

2008-10-06T20:17:00.004+08:00

It's monday yet again, work work work. Tee heh i realized there's always viewers in my blog. Arigato XD

Geez, being almost 3 weeks that i didn't conduct any lesson due to exams. But there's is always work for me, but hey i not complaining alright. I'm just wanna be more like a teacher heh heh. Well in the morning, tons of work came in...I was like holy crap =X [Make Haste Ivan]

I'm rushing on the "good behaviors award", being for 3 days. Design -> Edit -> Saved -> Print. ... So please my dear students. It's all my hard work ya, all you guys have to do is to go up to the stage and collect, shake-hand and SMILE. ^_*

Oh boy out of sudden, i forgotten what i wanna said -.- Yes i'm being sooooo awful forgetful as usual. Gomei!

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I'm always trying to smile, doesn't mean i'm not always happy in times. I'm trying i'm trying okays.

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2008-10-02T20:06:00.006+08:00

Family Night tour at Henderson Wave (Family)

-1st October-

Apologize for the dark image, taken by my handphone instead. But i'm still

waiting for the better image from my "jie fu".

Crappy image of me taken by my da jie lol!

Mum and my both jie jie (:

Funny picture through this time included my dad.

More images soon...

Yesterday

2008-10-02T19:44:00.006+08:00

Family Night tour at Henderson Wave (Scenary)

-1st October-

A few shots taken at that night, i like the lightning there. Really very relaxing and awesome place to chill around. Anyone wanna go with me again XD

Path way, quite romantic ya heh.

Top view of the bridge, raining soon oh my.

Raining, but i still take shots.

The side edge of the wave.

Nice eh? I love the breeze! I wanan go again...

Hari Raya

2008-10-01T11:04:00.003+08:00

Early in the morning, i heard "Ding Tong" my door bell lols! I blur blur went to open the door. OMG i wore singlets sooo chui ROFL~ Guess what? My 2 cute neighbours, auntie & her daughter gave me their wonderful Hari Raya goodies XD. Heh i saw the goodies & forgotten to greet them =S Kept saying thank you thank you lol!

Oishiiii neh...

Gonna take a pic before i ate all of it :P

Peanut & Butter story

2008-10-01T10:44:00.009+08:00

<--Peanut - trying to act cute lol! Thats was his favorite spot heh.

<--Butter geez always act innocent :P

Soon

2008-09-30T21:42:00.004+08:00

Lols i don't like this word "WAIT". Soon is the next day means today heh. So i decided to went to town to get "estee Lauder " pleasures for men" & "Eau De Grey Flannel ". Haha i'm mad omg, i asked the seller "Which is the best selling female perfume" actually i asked for fun :P She show me a few of them. Hmmm, too much fragrances all around. Can't really tell how good it is =X So i just "nod" at her, well erm other time than lols! Funny part that she told me for casual used the "Eau De Grey Flannel " & i said NO! I told her i will definitely used my favorite "estee lauder", she told me don't waste such expensive cologne. I told her "i could always earn the money" instead of happiness lol! She was speechless, and she told me "this is the first time i ever heard from a guy that told me about that". Why does everyone wanna be the same, i wanna be special :P

Last words before i end for the day...

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A girl like you is impossible to find,

Just let me take good care of you...

I meant it!

Fragrance

2008-09-29T20:23:00.004+08:00

WOooow! I simply love the fragrance smell of perfume tee hee. I wonder why mostly all female perfume was so sweet :P Hmm, like DKNY apple (green). I'd really draw attention to me lols! My nose was extremely sharp. Sometimes i wanna ask the stranger what perfume brand ya using diaoooo. Btw, i found 1 cologne smell real good heh. I guess i gonna get that soon XD

Ramdom...

2008-09-29T20:05:00.005+08:00

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--=-_ Angel _-=--

=----------=

<>..<><><><><><>..<>

{**; Devil ;**}

<>..<>..<>..<>

ラムかライオン

램 또는 사자

Disappointed

2008-09-28T21:39:00.006+08:00

Oh my god, i'm so disappointed about myself...

I learned wrongly for my piano, i hate the left hand keys. It was extremely difficult, damnnnnn it... I tried alot of times, it's so difficult to hit 3 keys on the left hand and right hand 1 key. Sigh start all over again, really no point learning at the moments. SIGH~ It was not easy after all -.-.

Concentrate!

2008-09-27T21:56:00.003+08:00

Well i spend half of my saturday practicing piano. Geez geez, it's kinda difficult for me to learn like naruto -.- lols. Without a proper teaching or guidance. Nothing is impossible ya! I wanna practice this song asap :P GAMBATTE OH!!! I tired my very best, i practice and practice. Note down the the phases and keys. Heh, kinda fun at very start. Until i feel frustrated, my concentration gone -.-. Especially my mum talk to me or some distraction. 15 % done 85 % more for the note lolsss.

无敌是寂寞的...

Tomorrow will be a better day~

Question Mark.

2008-09-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

Finally weekends again.

I wonder why, almost everyday after 10 past to 11 i feel sooo sleepy and tiring oh gosh. My neck was so awful stiff, i need massage argh~! Heh, my hand was aching too due to yesterday arcade game "world of combat". My favorite game lols, i could played for quite long. Kinda worth it for me (:

Yesterday was one of the best lunch deal, i told vincent that i missed macdonals quite some time. So we decided to went to sun plaza to had our macdonals lols. Oh my after the meal, i feel so sinful geez. Kind of oily indeed. After that we decided to go arcade for a game ^_^ I joking with vincent, i told him "if i'm not working in the school currently. You will never had the chances to go for such entertainment LOLS, guess why? Cos i don't think fauzi would do that =S But hey, i found out fauzi is a very knowledgeable dudes XD

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Futari de distance shijimete Ima nara maniau kara, it always you. Damn silly -.-

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Fortune?

2008-09-25T20:43:00.006+08:00

Do you believe in fortune? Ba Zhi?

Being quite some time i'd updates my blog, kinda speechless nowadays -.-

These few days, in the staff room. Was figuring about the fortune thingy lols, That involved alot of kapos =X Don't wanna mention names. I found kinda interesting about this fortune thingy, it really does make some sense and fact in some way. Well our undergrad fortune teller "terrance" rofl, funny cans. That's what he told about my facts. I'm a weak fire -.-, i had hard time in childhood days. Cos i had very very little supporting peps surround me. Actually kinda true ya, but i'm getting better and better currently, will get even much more better luck soon? He told me i'm suppose to be wealthy but i can't really control it, kinda confusing -.-". Most important that i need some strong element whom matches with me. I will be extremely lucky? But how? WHO? Just seek for me ya! Rofl.just a references, never treat it so serious eh. Well what is mine will be mine sooner of later.

Nowadays, i'm dead tiring. Oh gosh...Lack of exercise perhaps? I wanna play tennis, arching & adventure! I love adventure, travel around strange or scared places. Quite sugoi (cool) ya :P

That what i want [ 저가 모두 바라는 그랜트. ].

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A new look!

2008-09-22T19:45:00.016+08:00

As you realise i've changed a new look for my blog. All thanks to sista MIA, Arigato heh ((:

I hope a new luck

I hope a new start

I hope a new life

School updates~

Finally, i knew my new schedule...sad to say that "Soyonara" my dear upper sec students. I won't be teaching you guys for sec 4. All da best ya! I hope you guys pass with flying colours for your incoming EOY, GAMBETTE OH~! I will miss you guys very much ((:

I will be teaching new sec 1 and promoting sec 2 to long pants sec 3. I hope no more nightmare or wrestling class :P Wow, i realise that i join as a ICT teacher for 3 months plus. Speed of the essences like a lightning haste.

Daily issue~

Today lesson were awful tiring and hungry -.- went for a late lunch with terrance and jaslyn, we went to the sembawang cc to had our crappy lunch. Not much food left for us geez... I told them about my younger days incidents, it's was about i'm supposed to be dead long time ago. Sounds scary eh? But it's the true story about me, well i guess i gonna share what had happened to me that time. The great impact that i will never ever forgotten about this.

I was around 14 years old, yup it's was my secondary days. I went to fantasy island A.K.A wild wild wet now. The fact why it changed a new locations and name, it was due to alot of incidents and accidents happened years ago. Peoples drown and even weird things happened without explanation. Okay back to my story, i was playing with the monkey bar thingy and the pool supposed to be very deep inorder if anyone flew off without having a great impact. I was like half way through my hand slipped, i fell off immedially. Crap! i can't even swim at all, i was like struggling and drowning. And no one even want to save me at all so do the totally useless lifeguard, out of sudden i feel comfortable and i saw a bright light infront of my eyes. It's look like a "Sparking lights" is that a angel or what, i really dunno. But it told me "Your time is not right". Guess what happened, i suddenly swim all the way end to the pool??? I told everyone about this incident. No one even knew what happened, they din even saw me struggling. What my friend told me was i swim all the way -.-. I didn't tell anyone about this incident for years, even my parents till now. But i do tell a few of my friends and even my student. Because i wanna shared what happened to me years ago. I had more to share next time (: Whoever saved me, i'm really very gladful. I hope i can repay my deeds. Thank you for being my guardian angel all the time!

That's all for today, so tiring as always. I love red haha, red really my lucky colour heh.

2008-09-21T19:18:00.012+08:00

Sunday, i don't really like sunday at all. Always so boring. Lazy to go out either hmm, gonna work on monday. *Sighhh* Early in the morning, i heard car HORN~!!! Here and there just downstairs. I wonder why weddings ceremony always the same. And coincidence almost every week, there were new couples. Congrats whoever ya.

I'm waiting for my er jie to come back home to teach me piano... As usual disappointment yet again :((

Well, i had broke the record for being staying at home alone... But i realise i save alot of errands nowadays, maybe i finally understood money is hard earned. Ivan you had grown up le -.- i miss the cute voice of a friend used to talk cute tone.

Hmm, i love to design thingy. My speed sort of slow down maybe due to perfection? But hey i'm not a perfectionist at all. I need music to speed it hah, my super itunes music :P I wanna learn to sing, and play! Hopefully i can learn soon.

Lunch time~

Mummy arigato ya, i love this lunch even thought it look normal. But as ram used to told me about the importance about the food, i was kinda speechless and i think and think, she was right. She told me my mum put "love" as the most delicious ingredient ^_^

Chili Kankong, luncheon meat and Egg with cai po oops don't really knew how to called that in english. And of cos "ber" plain porridge.

Dinner time~

Mum didn't cook, sigh da jie & jie fu didn't come bk for dinner so do my er jie. I'm sorry Pa and Ma, i don't have car at all. I can't bring u guys go eat something good. Gemon, i promised i will earn alot alot next time ya. I bring everyone and ah ma along to eat something on sundays okay!

Blue sky~

I took the sky on my way back home, the sky looks so emo today blue blue. Or maybe i'm emo? Having sweaty plum the whole day geez. The weather getting warmer. I wanna dive into the pool lols. Or water splash on me, woot i feel good lol! Especially bathing, smell nice nice and cooling :P

Can you see?

2008-09-21T11:54:00.005+08:00

Can you see the

R A I N B O W ?

Celebrity Morph by MyHeritage

2008-09-20T12:03:00.002+08:00

ZOMG where got not funny ...lolssssssss...

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-09-20T11:45:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celeb - Collage - Morph

Kinyoobi

2008-09-19T19:42:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Terrance onii san ! Woot too bad ya today having "vegetarian" dinner tooo bad no treats :P Heng ah! save some errands. Muahaha no la, i'm that that stingy ^_^

Ohhh boy, what a tiring day ever. I was like staring at the computer till wanna fall asleep since lunch. Maybe i din have my coffee caffeine power? Guess what i'm drinking right now lol! Everytime i blog i need alot alot of attention. Cafe 21 woootttt~ but i couldn't drink too much coffee, my heart will beat extreme fast and will feel unwell for a few minutes.

Getting more and more work nowdays dang! Hurry next year end geez... I will be going back to school -.- 1 year degree programs. Hmm, gonna plan further. Well i either go back MOE to teach arts or as a lecturer in nafa perhaps? Geez, why am i in teaching line rofl, sometimes i asked myself why huh? 5 pm chiong ah! Pack up and go :P Hey funny man... terrance always called me "taicho", and vincent also -.- he watched too much bleach lah. Always tell me how this fight how this act lolsss. Then i said him "you siao already la". Muahaha but dunno why peps said i'm crazy too. Heh, guess what vincent told me. He said die already la, had your influence abit aibit siao siao talk rubbish ROFL! I kept told him "wu di shi ji mo de"... Someone please stop me ^^

Last words before i end...

저가 당신을 돌보게 하십시오.

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What am i ?

2008-09-18T20:26:00.003+08:00

During the WWII,

there is a man

called

the mighty

ambassador

IVAN THE TERRIBLE ~

ROFL, hail citizen *salute*.

Thursday

2008-09-18T19:48:00.002+08:00

I realise alot of peps getting sick nowadays, the weather? Richard ojisan, hope ya get well soon alright! Miss ya crappy joke :P

I wonder what happened today? My right eye lit did jump twice around 2 plus i think...Don't really like this feeling at all -.- usually it's 80% accurate that something happened to me or maybe someone close to me *cross finger*.

Geez, today 3 person told me the same question. Guess what question?

Student 1 : Hey cher, why don't ya get a girlfriend?

Student 2 : Mr ko, where is our jie jie -.-

Su : Ivan i think you should get a girlfriend.

Kind of silly i think, but quite cute i think twice. Coincidence heh ((:

Meooowwwww~~~

2008-09-17T19:58:00.005+08:00

SA Mao, Get well soon ya haha. If not you will look like tat wor ((:

And thanks to my 2 silly students that wrote me a few list of japanese words translated in english version. Arigato ya...

My dear friend...

2008-09-17T18:44:00.008+08:00

Well how should i start hmm, this is the first time that i saw terrance my full time buddy went moody. During my lesson he came in my class and told me that he gonna use the lap 4 for his lesson with Joseph. I looked at his face and stare for a moment and the way he talked to me was kind of worried tone, well my friend i knew something wrong about him. Hmm, so i guess i just gonna shift lap, i told him no worries. I will asked my class to change lap. After lesson, i sms him and told him wanna go for a short tea break. Coincidence Vincent went in my lap, so i did asked him to tag along.

Shimatta~! I forgotten that the upper sec was having their recess break -.- Ahhh, i feel uneasy when everyone staring at us =S lucky Terrance & Vincent were with me heh heh. Okaes i asked why terrance why he look so gloomy? He told us that he heard a bad news from 1 of the hods, that he need to stay another half a year... I was like kinda happy instead but for him is different, he told us usually if they stayed for another half a year "it's a waste of time". Pay, status and etc won't increase. hmmm well i guess we had another lesson to go. we chop chop drank and went up, only left my coffee lol. But hey that was so warm how am i suppose to drank that -.-. Sorry auntie wasn't wasted the coffee purposely =X

Lunch time... As usually rofl, i always told my student. HURRY UP EVERYONE ((: time for lunch muahaha...They refused to leave the lap asap, cos he wanna kill time before their next lesson -.-". I quickly dash down and met up with vincent and went to as usual coffeeshop hmm, i simply like the "wanton noodles" store. cheap and good food why not? Heh i told vincent my "dreams", that one fine day i become rich. I wanna open my own cafe with lot'sa my design a very special cafe that no one in singapore started it yet, was like 3 floor. 1st floor - selling lotsa food, and i told vincent if i'm really have the chance. I will asked all hawker store that sell good food but infamous to join my cafe chief heh and also my mum whom used to cook up good food ((: Okaes for my dad he was a driver for 40 years oh my, tough job for him. i gonna ask him to become 1 of my special driver bus that shuffle my customer to my cafe hah! The cool part of the bus was, the customer could able to book online the food before they reach the cafe inside the bus ^^. No one would like to wait and wait no? If you want to have a good business you must understand your customer well before you started one ya. ROFL i told vincent i need him as my IT guy hahaha, i always told him "eng eng cheng cheng" why not heh. means slacking ya? Well i always had full of crappy dreams :P ohhh ya 2nd and 3rd levels of the cafe would be a place to chill and play like those modem jap cafe :P Before ya enter the cafe please remove your shoes. ((:

3 plus...Full lot's a student dash in the staff room to pack something, i was like so shcoking they shouted "mr ko, mr ko". Cos i'm half day dreaming staring at the certificate design. Kind of happy to see them either, it's the most cute and best sec 1 class ((: One of them said "mr ko why ya look so stress" lol! I was like um, er... and i smiled -.-. After a while terrance as usual tapped me behind, asked me for lunch again lol! Okaes, it's time for slack part 2 :P We went to "kou fu" for his lunch, and he told me lot'sa stuffs. I was shocking that he told me that he has a "master degree". I was like wow~~ hmmm didn't really knew he was so bright & talented. I listened to all his story, i feel sad for him too. GAMBATTE YOOO~~

I'm always a listener...one of my classmate from nafa, told me about her relationship problems, sigh didn't knew so many of surrounds friends were so troubled. All i wanna said "jiayou steph" ni xin de ((:

I should end here oh my...typed till my hands were sweating rofl =X

2008-09-16T18:39:00.005+08:00

---- Thank you and good bye ----

The dreams that hunt me for years, i guess it ended...thanks angel. i will never forget you forever till my last breath.

Interesting birthday meaning...

2008-09-16T18:23:00.002+08:00

August 17, 1983

Lucky Color:	Mustard
Personality Strengths:	Focus, Humor
Personality Weakness(es):	Impatience
Successful Career Path:	Fashion
Sense of Humor Style:	Campy
Adjectives to Describe You:	strong, upredictable

Description: Optimistic and hopeful by nature - you are both pragmatic and a romantic at the same time. You are impulsive and sometimes take risks when you believe that the chances of pulling it off outweigh the possible failure.

Monday Blue ARGHHHHH

2008-09-15T19:30:00.006+08:00

Chikushouuu...!!!

Worst monday ever!

Early in the morning, walked to school...Guess what? It started rain half way through my journey. -.-". Bad omen... Well kinda wet though, dash all the way up. As usual set up all lappy. Oh my...saw one of my colleague puke extremely serious. Just like "merlion". =/ I guess he ate some expired mooncake? Well speaking of mooncake, i didn't even eat a single piece geez. Well after the merlion event, went for the morning assembly. I look left and right wonder where is my buddies? So i rather stay outside hmmm, ah jaclyn having mc today. Lucky terrance was here thank god. Heh one of the student asked me to help him with his tie -.-, lucky i still remember okays.

Why monday was called "monday blue"? I had 4 classes from 8.40 all the way to 2.40. 8 period of lessons...Of cos the award winning worst upper sec and lower sec class ever on mondays.

Here's the schedule

(1st class) - 90 % of the students don't even bother to learn thanks.

(2nd class) - After PE mood, as usual lazy when entered air-con area i knew okay, i'm student once before either =/

(3rd class) - ZOMFG the most popular "monkey class". Everyday to them was wwe, circus, fight club. push here and there fight here and there, I'm damn pissed off okays! I gotten a god damn complain from 1 of the hods. BAKA...

(4th class) - I'm dead hungry now, no voice just like war times. this class still okays, at least this time i can cool down abit.

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I Not stern or stuart up okays~~!!! It's only mood swing, made me kind of anti social for some time...After awhile i will be turn back to yellow.

I guess no one could increase my happiness =/

I'm so so so tired...

I went home, I'm sooo touched. My ah ma told me she bought my favorite shark meat, thanks ah ma love ya =3 After awhile, my dad went home too! And told me he bought my favorite chicken rice, since when is my favorite anyways i enjoyed it too (: Thanks pa...

Okays time for more entertainment? My da jie asked me wanna tag along with my er jie and my cousins to range golf on tuesday or wednesday, sounds cool why not? Even though i didn't play before. I DEMAND FOR MORE ENTERTAINMENT FOR FUTURE XD

I should end here~~~ before i end here's a quote.

To the woman who complained that riches hadn't made her happy, the Master said "You speak as if luxury and comfort were ingredients of happiness; whereas all you need to be really happy, my dear, is something to be enthusiastic about.

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...Way of Boredom...

2008-09-14T20:32:00.003+08:00

Bored? Hmmm, drew myself in a fantasy clothing. Kinda fun ya (:

Spend a hours to drew this...being a long time i drew something -.-

Theme was about the knight awaits... "Travius" named of the knight.

To be continue with the fairy XD

The Knight awaits...

2008-09-14T14:59:00.001+08:00

2008-09-14T14:43:00.004+08:00

~Konnichiwa~ Tea break time A.K.A "Cha Duan". ^^

Coffee Combo meal - 1 warm rooster coffee & 2 packets of coffee snacks.

Tee heh heh something interesting to share.

Different between guy and gal rofl! Well on the top, obviously a guy room. And so the gal room on the bottom :P

Only road...

2008-09-13T22:22:00.004+08:00

Took this image for fun...near my hse ^_^

Once a upon a time...

2008-09-13T20:28:00.005+08:00

There is a knight, whom used to be very sad.

Until one fine day, he found a fairy flew into his room and leave a piece of note...Inside the note written "Dear knight, don't be so sad". And the fairy made a smiley face chocolate cake beside the note.

After the day, the knight started to smile more and more...The fairy flew into the room, every day. Joke around , fool around...the knight and the fairy relationship tend to get closer and closer. But there is a barrier between the fairy & the knight. When they start to get nearer and nearer, they were force to repel away from each other.

The knight was worried and confused and had decided, to break the barrier. He draw his sword and hit on the barrier. The barrier was broken , The knight was so happy so he decided to wait fairy to fly into his room the same time. He waited and waited...

But after the day the barrier was broken. The fairy was gone, the knight was so sad. The knight was still waiting for the fairy to fly back once again...Day by day.

------ To be continue ------

Quote

2008-09-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

Time is too slow for those who wait,

too swift for those who fear,

too long for those who grieve,

too short for those who rejoice,

but for those who love, time is eternity.

Cute...

2008-09-12T20:30:00.003+08:00

Wow, this gal was so cute oh my (:

Just some ramdom...

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2008-09-12T18:16:00.003+08:00

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Oh my, being 4 days i can't really slept well...Don't really know what is happening to me -.-

I tried to sleep but i really can't sleep, staring at the celling, turn here and there. Grrrr, was it my brain was fooling around with me? I hate that kinda feelings sigh~ Worst thing, every morning before my alarm clock rang. I'm already awake but feeling very weird...

I told my friend, and he told me "only the oldies" would had this kinda problem...Oh boy~ What is the earth is going on omfg !@#!% Maybe it's almost time for me to go?

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Your Call

2008-09-09T22:08:00.007+08:00

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My last word...before i end my blog of the day...

나가 한국 노래를 경청할 때마다, 나는 당신을 생각할 것이다. 나는 당신을 놓친다.

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Sweaty day...

2008-09-09T19:28:00.013+08:00

07.20 am...tick tok tick tok...

Being walking to school for 2 days, since monday. Hah maybe i'm sick of tired of waiting for the "golden" bus... Gonna squeeze like "roti prata" without curry only -.-". Maybe it's good for morning exercise eh ^^ youth walk 800 meters! Chiong ah~! Heh funny thing was i always saw "lim tong lee" always remind me of a soccer player "lim tong hai" rofl...I'm not gonna lose to him, even though he got a long legs. But in the end of the race i lost ROFL. Guess what? He always walk half way, then board the bus at canberra sec -.-"". Cheating loh hehe, Hei sou hei sou. finally reach the beloved "naval base sec sch" i told vincent school of "UK Circus" or "Martial arts". :P Sweating man...geez geez. Best thing that i din't spray my "Burberry" cologne.

Ninjutsu afternoon

Dash here there always :P No one see no one see me...keke especially the sensei whom love to give me alot of work, But supreme "kuso" found me wow! As usually, fake smile and then "hey ivan, hehehe can you do me a favor. Could you possible to print for me the dedications, and pass it to mdm mala bla bla bla". Bo bian loh, As usual i said "Okay no problem" smiley face... -.-". Guess what? i found a long lost treasure at 1 of the staff table YAY~! XD

Part 2, Dash up to lap 3 to help "kuso" to print! And i thought that i could possible to print and then slack around...BUT arghhhh, the lap printers was like omg. i could possible to print 2 to 3 slides of the dedications -.- so i decided to cast "Kakinbushin" if only i have -.-". Login all the coms 1 by 1 then drag the crappy dedications over, ejected hard disk. Print a few then change computer, login print login print. I look like an idiot --___-- thx "kuso". Woot! finally 60 to 70s slides printed...thanks myself for the hardwork *clap*clap*. Went down to staff room, was preparing to pang gan. But 1 of the sensei last min as usual asked me for a favor, hmmm design a new certificate well sounds easy than. I told her tomorrow then...I did something crappy today, i poured all my remaining of the candy that i wanna eat. Guess what? i din take any and i walk away. ROFL what the...Waht happened to my memories hah, really very STM =X

Pang gan - 5pm

Went to orchard myself to settle something, oh my the journey was kinda awful bored. I didn't bring my gal (PSP) with me, luckly i had radio and mp3 (My LG phone) accompany ya :P. Almost 6 finally reached Orh Jak Loot (orchard), i feel weird hahah wearing office wear to town geezzz. Saw alot of youngster or uncle wore casual hahah. After gotten my stuffs, i'm so oily , tired & hungry. Decided to dash home. Took bus 190 opposite of far east, saw a girl really very very familiar dunno why...Looks like some korean. Well just some ramdom, Reached home sweet home ahhhh. Before i went to bathe, i downloaded PSP mahjong game for my mum to play. ROFL.

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Well i guess, you eyes were so tiring ya after reading my blog hahahaha.:P Look around your surround! eyes blur blur eh. GOT YA~! XD

I want more weekends -.-

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Wow i spend this weekends stay at home, being a while...I used to be a very busy person haha. Everything changed after i start working though. But hey i was packing my room, and i found my portfolio which i used for my interview for during Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts school. I miss my school days hah (:

I drew Roman buildings, Kakashi , Sakura , My crappy Hp 6600 & lastly head of an eagle. My all time favorite "Kakashi" :P Btw these drawings was drew last min before the interview day.

Dream to be achieve...

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Everyone do have dreams no?

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Let's share our dream ya (:

Child days

When i'm young, i thought of being a hero to save the cheerleader , save the world ROFL -.- childish ya lol. But kinda silly and funny don't you think?

Teenage Days

Dream to be an officers in the army...But never happen to me sigh, I'm being downgraded in the army days, cos due to my heart murmur. end up became a driver lol! still okay lahs, cos i gotten free driving license instead of rank (:

Adult Days

Hmmm, what do i really wants? I kept asking myself. I always can't decide things well...But i want is to travel all around the world haha, who don't want it eh? I wanna stay inside the moveable caravans. Inside the caravans do have bed , tv , fridge & kitchen :P and that's home sweet home (:

Most important travel with my love ones...

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Sista Mia & Me

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Hahahaha i lost this image long ago, Everyone wondering why 1 of my picture zoom that close geez. My god sista "Germain". (:

We do look like siblings eh, this pic was taken long long ago rofl.

Sigh, i misssssssss my hair hahaha & sista Mia XD

Happy to you janna (:

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Happy Birthday to you!

Jiafeng , ivy (Er Jie) , Janna & Me

Celebrate my best friend birthday (: Shen Re Kuai le Janna

Was a tiring friday - day , after knock off i dash to CK-tang (Marriot Hotel) to settle something.After 30 mins finally board bus 190 -.- and travel all over to clarke quay for RAMEN :P

ROFL, i too hungry and long waited queue forgotten to take pictures ~ Yummy~ but taste weird after a while maybe it taste kinda oily though =S

Argh, my Hp low batt soon besssssst~! After our ramen, Jf drove us to "Canele" for deserts. Royal chocolate, strawberry & hazelnut cakes :P

Twelve plus...Jf decided to go for "Ice kachang" break -.-" oh boy~ went to LPS

(Lau Pau Sat) and meet up with "Don" our game friends lol!

Went there, 2 big guy end up sharing 1 mango Ice Kachang. That's gay rofl, hey

i'm not included ^^

After a while, i'm soooo tired blowing some bubbles *Pok *__* Pok*. After a long

day finally we decided to pang gang (Knock off).

Intoducting my new girl :P

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I wanna show off my new girl - PSP SLIM sexy eh :P (above)

ABSOLUTE WHITE

Just like my Mac ^^

Oh ya almost forgot, here's something for ya silly cute ram (:

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私が会うほど愚かでかわいいラム、嬉しいI実際に。非常に甘く、稀な女の子、地球で見られるiである。私は私といつもある場合もあることを望む(:

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